Showing posts with label God Working. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God Working. Show all posts

16 May 2018

Deeper

 

Deeper - adj. 1. extending or situated relatively far down from a surface: a deep pool.

It's been a long time since I've visited this space.  So much and so little has happened in this past year.  Losses, gains, movement, no movement.

My word for this year is "deeper." A challenge to go deeper in my faith, deeper in reading scripture, deeper in prayer, deeper in Christ and deeper in community with others. 

I am so thankful for the journey God has put me on, revealing His Word to me in new ways that have given me a hunger for His Word like I’ve never had before.


 
I recently came across Well-Watered Women in such a round about way through a picture of Homer, AK on Instagram. It’s always so amazingly crazy to me how God uses the most random of ways to reveal something to me.   What a treasure of resources I've found in this space!

A couple of weeks after my last post (from just over a year ago) and two days after Mother's Day, my world changed.  My mom passed away on May 16th, 2017.  As much as we rejoice that she is whole again with her Jesus and no longer confused by Alzheimer's, there's also sadness.  Grieving the years we lost due to Alzheimer's as well as just missing her presence.  It's a process and most days are good.  Mother's Day last year was the beginning of her last few days on this earth.  So many memories have started flooding back.

On a recent visit to see my dad, I came across some of my mom's writings. How precious it was to see her hand writing, read her thoughts and get a glimpse into her heart.  Such an encouragement on this journey to go deeper.  It's challenged me to record my own thoughts and what I'm learning about God's Word.  Maybe one day me kids will treasure mine as much as I treasure my mom’s.


The fact that it's May and I'm still thinking about my word for the year seems like I'm on the right track for what God wants to reveal to me this year!
 
Hungering for Him,

Tina B

04 May 2017

A Year and a Few

In my last post I only grazed the surface of us.  In the next few posts I'll go into more detail on some of our experiences.

Two years ago my mom was diagnosed with Alzheimer's.  She'd had Mild Cognitive Impairment for some time.  We'd hoped that's as far is it would go, but it was definitely progressing.


The next few months included a bit of grieving, reflecting and decisions.  My mom and dad were going through a lot of change and it was devastating to be so far away.  After much time praying, we decided we would take an early leave in November 2015 and go back to the States with the intent on making a conclusive decision.  I think, in our minds, we'd already made the decision to stay in the US.


In November 2015 we packed up our house in Horsham, England, put our things in storage, and took what we could on the plane with us to spend 6 months in the Dallas/Fort Worth, Texas area where we could be closer to family.  Even our beloved Kate (our kitty), made the trek with us.  Thanks to a friend at church that works in the shipping industry for allowing that to happen and not spend a fortune!


It was bittersweet to leave England.  We left so many amazing friends that we still miss more than my heart can take sometimes.  But the flip-side is I get to see my mom and dad so much easier and quicker.  Juggling family has left me feeling like I'm not giving enough, but I do what I can.

My mom has progressed quite rapidly since that time, but there are many blessings too.  She may not completely be who she once was, however she is still a very sweet, kind, compassionate person and I am so thankful!!  She has bad days, for sure.  It's not an easy road as I watch my dad continue to care for her at home, but they've found a routine and it's working for now.


June 2016 they celebrated 62 years!

By early 2016 we'd made the decision to stay in Texas.  We couldn't live in Texas and stay on with our organization.  As timing would have it many changes were going on within the organization as well.  God really blessed us with the timing of it all.  The organization was offering a package for families that felt led to step away.  It was perfect timing, really.  So we took the package.

In the meantime, Jerry began looking for a job.  We are people with a whole lot of faith and I knew God had already provided so much for us in so many ways!!  It did not keep me from experiencing a level of anxiety when you have a family of 5 to provide for and no job prospects!!

After some failed connections, a contract job we thought might lead into full time (and didn't), Jerry got a call from a church in Austin where he'd applied for a Marketing & Media director position.  He applied in January and when we hadn't heard anything, we just assumed it fell through.  They contacted him in April.  Once he heard from them, things flew fast and within weeks Jerry had gotten the job at Gateway Church in Austin, TX.


God was so good!  We didn't go without a paycheck at all!

Austin was a little further than I wanted to be from my parents.  The fact that it was only 2.5 hours by car as opposed to 10+ hours on a plane put it into perspective.


Jerry started his new job in May 2016.  We lived apart with lots of driving back and forth for about 6 weeks.  Crazy times!!

We decided to jump right in to buying a house and we closed on July 1, 2016.  Crazy to think that at our age we are buying our first house!


We're coming up on 1 year in Austin.  I have a slew of content I can share about the readjustment phases I personally have gone through in that time.  after 17 years of living in Europe, jumping back into 24/7 American life has not been an easy one for me.  It's a process and I'm getting there, but I know I will never fit the American mold.  Honestly, I am thankful for that!!  I thought being an expat was easy.  Wow, have I been enlightened and underestimated the repatriation process!  I knew it was going to be difficult.  I just don't think I was quite prepared for it!

So here we are! Navigating our way through this new journey one day at a time!!


07 March 2014

Henna Storying

Did you know the art of henna has been practiced for over 5000 years?  Some documentations show it may have been around about 9000 years ago!
This site I found talks about how henna was originally used for it's cooling properties.  People in desert regions would soak their hands and feet to get a cooling affect.  They found that it would leave patterns on their skin, which led to the idea to painting designs on the skin.

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We recently got together with some friends who use to live in India.  Their teenage daughter learned how to do henna designs and brought it along thinking my girls might like to have it done.  They were all for it!

She had a book of all kinds of designs (that are also available online here).  Not just any designs though, these were designs based on Bible Stories.

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Reegan choose the design of the story of the woman who poured perfume and wept at Jesus' feet.

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Karis chose the Peace in Forgiveness, based on Mark 2:1-2 and Luke 5:17-26.
Jesus was in a crowded house teaching when four men lowered their paralyzed friend through the roof to get to Jesus.  Jesus saw their belief in Him and forgave their sins and told the man to pick up his mat and walk.
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I forgot to get a close up of Karis' hand.  The hearts on the hand represent the people, The pattern across the middle of hand represents the roof, the swirl on the side with a cross in the middle represents peace, the mat is the pattern at the base of the hand.

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I couldn't be left out!  I wanted one too!

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The story of the prodigal son.

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Our friend left us with some henna and Brennan was feeling left out, so  I gave him a more masculine design.

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This was the first time I've had a henna tattoo.  I've always wanted one and have considered getting one when traveling.

What I love about this is I can be wearing and sharing a piece of the Bible.  I could get a real tattoo and forever have a piece on me, but I don't like needles, so that's not happening!  This is the next best thing!!

Do you like henna tattoos?

Have a great weekend everybody!

06 February 2014

Look Up

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I was so excited to be moving to Prague!!  So much history, such beautiful architecture, a castle on a hill, narrow cobblestone streets, Old Town Square, Astronomical Clock (pictured above, by the way), Charles Bridge over the Vltava River, Mala Strana......the list is endless!

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Unspoiled by war it is easy to understand why so many movies are filmed in this city.

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Our first days in Prague, in July 2001, standing on Old Town Square, I remember telling myself to never get tired of the view, to never take advantage of where I was living.  I reminded myself to always take time to look at my surrounds, enjoy the atmosphere, appreciate the beauty!  I knew how easy it was to become complacent that you forget to look up.

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For the first several years it was easy to follow my own words of advice.  I explored, I took in my surroundings, I learned about customs, foods, culture and I could navigate downtown like any local!

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As time went on and we settled into our lives in Prague I found I'd sometimes be distracted by the task at hand, get involved in a conversation while walking those cobblestone streets or be so set on getting from point A to point B that I would forget to look up.

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It can also be so easy to allow things going on in our lives, the difficulties of expat life, homesickness, a death in the family to distract us that the beauty of it all can begin to fade.  Then I'd realize what I was doing and remind myself to look up!


I think there is a beautiful Biblical message in there too.  How easy it is to allow the difficulties of life to affect us, to try and do things on our own that we forget to rely on the One who loves us so and wants us to just look up to Him for our every need.

Have you ever become complacent, so focused on the daily grind that you forget to look up and enjoy the beauty around you?

Linking up with others sharing their Expat Diaries.

27 September 2013

Peace in His Word

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I love taking a stroll around Saint Mary's, The Parish Church of Horsham. It's the town's oldest existing building.

The church, it's steeple, the setting around it......

The wooden beams,


 and stained glass windows are all beautiful.


But what captures my attention even more is something much more simple.
God's Word written in the stone path that circles the church.






God's love and His promises are a reminder for every passerby.

Happy Friday everyone!  I hope you have a wonderful weekend!

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13 February 2012

New Church Start

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It's about time I told you about our new church start, Crossway!

Last Fall we started meeting with about 10 families.  There are so many internationals since the UN has one of it's headquarters in Vienna.  We currently meet on Sunday afternoons and this week we will start 2 home groups.  One will be meeting in our home.   We hope and pray to see some of these groups expanding in to different languages. 

We started out meeting in Kristi & Jeremy's home on Sunday mornings.

 But for our group to expand further we needed to find a meeting place.


In December we had an advent service.  A local Syriac Orthodox Church was gracious enough to allow us to use their facilities.


Leading worship.

Special music from our trombonists.

The kids did a little presentation & singing.
Even some of our youth joined in to read some scripture.
 James preaching from the Word.
 And no good, church service is complete without some food and fellowship!
In January we secured another location where we will meet on a long term temporary basis (until this Summer).  It's not ideal as we would like to have our worship time in the mornings and we can only have this space at 1:30 pm (not ideal for families with napping children).  But it has many positive features and will be a good fit for us as we get this group going.

We look forward to sharing more with you in the months to come as we see what God has in store!!

13 April 2011

Dancing For Jesus

I've got to get my trip to Vienna written up, but I've had no time with a billion other things going on right now!  Slight exaggeration, but a billion feels about right!

A friend of mine shared this video on facebook although I had seen it last year and I thought it would fit beautifully with my desire to share Europe with you.

Let's go to the beautiful city of Budapest, Hungary and see how God is moving!
This was done by 1300 people from Faith Church in Budapest.  Not to my knowledge has our organization worked with this church, but not that that really matters.  Just mentioning it in case you were wondering.  But what a testament to our Lord Jesus Christ!  I cannot watch this video without chills and tears of joy!  To look at the beauty and history that surrounds them and that they are now able to proclaim the name of Jesus Christ in a place where it was once forbidden!

Enjoy!

22 March 2011

Realities of Europe

Honestly, the questions in my last post were somewhat selfish.  Isn't that often how we as human beings think?  Or maybe it's just me!!
I often wonder what people, friends, family think of us living in Europe.  Are we crazy?  Are we on an exciting adventure in beautiful places?  Are we uhm.....crazy?  That first and last question are probably very true!  We are a bit crazy!
 
Thinking through and discussing these kinds of things is always interesting to me.  Peoples perspectives and ideas can be so vastly different based on so many different things.  Our education, experiences, places we've lived, people whom we know.

Sometimes I wonder how expats living in Europe are viewed.  Do you think it would be easy?  Western Europe has running water, toilets that flush, flashy fashion trends.  Doesn't sound so bad.

Honestly, it's not that hard to live here, comfort wise.  We have everything we need and more! I even have better internet than my parents!

I try to think back to before we moved to Europe and how I viewed it.  One of my lifelong dreams was to ride a gondola in Venice, Italy.  Based on that dream alone, I think I romanticized it just a bit.
Of course, there is plenty to romanticize.  It's beautiful!
Did I enjoy that gondola ride in Venice?
You bet!

 Oh how we look so young....with glasses.....and skinny!!  Circa 2000 with our spankin' new mammoth of a digital camera!

Have I seen my fair share of beautiful castles?
What do you think?

And cathedrals?
Just few!

However, the castles, the cathedrals, the Alps, the gondola rides are just a scratch of the reality that makes up Europe.

When picturing Europe most probably think of Western Europe, but in our communications work with our organization we see and cover Portugal to Far East Russia, from Finland to Greece.

It is put so well by a fellow in Spain.
"Missionaries living and serving in the Western Mediterranean region of Europe have a much different life than they grew up reading about in traditional missi. They have no huts, no bush and no fear of the jungle or cannibalism; nor do they see tribes of people converting to Christ. Instead, they live in big cities with busy people caught up in materialism and the post-Christian culture of Europe."

I also really like this article and think it's a good definition of what some do in Europe called Horizontal Missions.  The article is describing this as it pertains to volunteers that come to work in Europe, but I think it is so true of those of us who live in Europe as well.
"With no physical needs to meet and with no apparent opportunities to assist habitants in daily life, the foci can be more on prayer and building relationships than performing specific tasks. Trip planning is less about a predetermined daily schedule and more about following the Spirit as He leads. A typical day on this mission trip might be spent prayerwalking a neighborhood or hanging out in a coffee shop, prayerfully seeking to connect with one or two locals.  
 Citizens of the United States have the ability to travel to remote locations of the world and help the helpless, and should, for the sake of the Gospel. Yet those who exist in cultures just as advanced as theirs should not be forgotten."

Yep, that about sums it up.  In Western Europe, we may have a lifestyle similar to that in the US, but the task before us is huge and long!

I guess this is a bit of a challenge to you.  Will you take the time to think past the things you know that make up the reality of Europe?

You may be asking what that is.

Human trafficking and prostitution, to name a big one!
I came across this blog post last year titled "The Sex Cafe." I would encourage you to read it. It gives insight into where the human trafficking begins. It's sickening, but it's reality.

Did you know that the city we lived in, Prague, Czech Republic is a main thoroughfare for human trafficking?  And even more pointedly, the district of Prague 3, where we lived, is home to much of the cities sex industry?  Among all that beauty, cobblestone streets, picturesque views is a very dark city.  A very lost country.

In another part of Europe, the country of France, one M speaks in this article about prostitution and how they are reaching out to these women.
"In France, legalized prostitution includes paying taxes, accruing vacation time and having access to social services such as health care. But despite the fact that a secular government has given legitimacy to this profession, its dependents are still robbed of their hope and dignity.
Most women on the streets are either victims of circumstance or something far more sinister. Sex trafficking is a thriving industry in France.  Many prostitutes have been brought from other countries, had their passports taken, experience physical, sexual, emotional, financial abuse, and are often forced into dependent substance use.  Threats and intimidation are an every day reality for these women. "

There are so many more, but this post is already getting long, so I'll spare you.  But just to give you a little peek.......persecution of Roma (Gypsies/Roma are the largest minority in Europe), war torn Balkans, alcoholism in Russia.  This is just a tiny bit of the realities we are faced with all over Europe.  Maybe I'll share more about these at a later time.

Did you know some of these things existed?  Are you surprised?  So what are your thoughts of on the  work in Europe??

Will you join with us and pray for the people groups that make up Europe?

I would be ever so grateful!!  And would love to hear from you again!  Thanks for all your comments on the last post!

Deeper

  Deeper - adj. 1. extending or situated relatively far down from a surface: a deep pool. It's been a long time since I've ...